well as you all might know,I havent exercised till this point-sleeved 16 mths ago and ive lost 39kg!
well this week Ive had a brain snap and Ive used the uni gym
3 times and am eating sooo healthily and enjoying it and ive lost a kilo.I have 7 kg to go to get to 80kg whichI think will be my
perfect size (Im very tall).
I dont know why but it is a patten i have continued to do and wonder how many others are similar to me?
i go well for awhile-eat well/exercise and loose weight,then id get close to my goal weight (godforbid) then Id stack it all back on plus more.
then repeat the process over again!
Since having my sleeve ,Ive chosen to put no pressure on myself( in the past i think i went to hard then i would burn out)-i havent wanted to exercise (until now) and ive eaten what ever ive wanted without worrying about it and dont weight myself regularly.Some weeks ive eaten crap crap crap and nothing else (again part of the cycle ive always done)
I think ive tried to push my sleeve to the limit (unconsiously) to gain weight but i havent even though i was not treating it with the respect it deserve.I have not been able to saboutage myself for the first time in my life.
-this time it really WILL not pile back on, no matter how much ive tried to resist.
So i think now,im allowing myself to finish this journey and complete it for the first time in my life and know I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SABOUTAGE MY EFFORT as in the past.
This journey is very different to the way ive 'dieted' in the past and im accepting this as a life long change.
ITS REAL!!!!
Everyones journey is so different and this is just a little insight to mine!
shellyxxxxxxxxxxx