Hiya Beaver,
Welcome aboard !!
Pop over to the December thread and chat with all the peeps going thru exactly what you are at the same time.
Here's the link.
http://www.gastricsleevesupport.com/t13214-december-2013#292335
Hope you love our forum.
Have a really good look around the forum using the "SEARCH" button up the top of the page and all the info you find will give you a brain overload.
Tara