Justb4,
Welcome to this forum, there is lots of support here and I wish you well over the next few weeks and future new life.
I encourage you to go to the monthly pages and make yourself known to the other September 2015 group as they will be all going through the same stage as yourself and I,m sure they will welcome you and help you on this journey.
Sleeved life is grand - glad you joined us here.
Joybells